I MISS HOME.

hey. it has been 6 months since im here in Singapore. I get used to the new lifestyle, whether I like it or not. When i first came here, i thought that life would be fun since I will be living with my friends and could go out every weekend easily. And for the first few months, I did enjoy living here. Although the school was not okay, grades were awful, but the friends that I have here is really fun to be with and I love them. We celebrate birthdays,farewells, celebration and anything together, whether when we are feeling sad, lonely, or happy.

But home will always be irreplaceable. I miss jakarta, I miss bona indah, and I miss my mom and dad, and I miss my friends. Life in Jakarta was so easy, nothing is so stressful. But here, we are living alone. and no matter how fun and exciting life is together with your friends, there is going to be some point where parents is all what you need. Now i am facing that. I miss home so badly. School is so not okay, its not enjoyable even a bit. We are always going to be outsider in that school. Hostel is, nothing. Just the usual routine and activities that you do everyday, nothing changes.

Thankfully,I am going home tomorrow, for the June holiday. I am sooooooooooo excited!!! There are just so many things and foods and place that i miss from Jakarta. Sleepovers, waterboom, dress up, cooking, and i cant possibly do all these things here. Yay, i'm also going to Belitung this June. So stokeeedddd! the beach there is really amazing. That's what I saw from the photos that my dad gave me. This holiday is only for a short while, only for 16 days at most. But i will treasure these days.

Sorry if this post is kind of gloomy and desolate. Its just that now I'm alone in a very silent hostel so I cant help with the atmosphere and the mood. I just hope this holiday can enlighten me again. byyeee