flip flop my life

being 17

2011-11-15T07:14:00.000-08:00

When i was 10, i imagined being 17 as something awesome, powerful, life-changing.

now i am 17 and i still think like im 10, despite growing up and changing lives.

yeah, when i was 10, there was no way i could have imagined that i will be living in Singapore one day. when i was 10, i could not have thought of the lifestyle im leading now, living in a hostel with 47 other batchmates. In the similar fashion, i would not have known the pressure, the stress, the craziness of being immersed in this kiasu society. And now i've known it all, and its not pretty.

I still wish for the same thing when i was 10. though im not gonna write it here.

despite 7 years that have passed away, nothing much changes.

Whenever i open a new page, ready to begin anew, i always convince myself that this time it will be different. But too bad its not.but all that i can do is just move on with life.

Along the path, many sweet memories are created and etched in my mind.

one would undeniably be my sweet 17th bday party.

although it started out rather disappointing, it ended sweet and memorable.

the most important thing is, all my friends were there.

Everybody willingly celebrate my birthday, with some even preparing video montage and surprise birthday cake.

we played in the water together, well maybe just a few.

These people are the ones who made me survive through those ordeal and trying times.

Thankyou for being there through thick and thin. Thankyou for all the awesome times we had. THankyou for your presence in my birthday and for making it the most beautiful day in my life.

the banner, the book, the video, i will keep them forever with me.

FREEDOM

2011-11-15T06:52:00.000-08:00

That was the word that can best describe my life right now.

That was the word that i cant wait to shout out loud to the world.

Yet, that was the word that can determine my future.

That was the word that will be etched in my mind for many years to come.

For i have worked hard these 2 years to be able to write, express, and pen about it.

Freedom was what marked the beginning and end of my battle with O levels.

So many things have changed in these past few months. Sadly most are bads.

But after all is said and done, its HOLIDAY!

Bad, awful, and dreary experiences can easily be forgotten when i finally settle for home. Eating my favorite food, watching my long-awaited movies, but most importantly meeting mom and dad.

This holiday also seems to be sooo much fun! i got OFG, Semarang Trip, Bali diving trip, Pulau Tidung Outing, Bandung Stayout, Girls Night Out. Yep, all awesome experiences just waiting to happen.

These few months were undoubtedly tough, could possibly be the toughest of my life. But its good to know that the good days are still ahead of me. Although JC life might seems to be uncertain to the extreme, i believe its a good opportunity to start a fresh page. wish me luck okay.

a year.

2011-06-18T10:11:00.000-07:00

Wow. its been a year since my last post. That's kind of amazing haha. well, I simply could not find any time to blog anymore so pardon the lack of posts. There are simply too many stories to tell about my life in Singapore that everything is indescribable, so to speak.

I guess I can recap a few of it. From the beginning of this year, puncak trip with scholars, hostel games, captain's ball cheering, hostel performance, ecp outing. well, those are the only ones that i could remember.

The fun with friends that I had is something very unique and incomparable to others I can say. Although my friends now are enjoying their high school life, which is truthfully enviable, but I'm also happy with my hostel life. The experience of living with your friends, creating your own family of brothers and sisters, having a group of your own, and being a part of something greater than yourself is simply invaluable.

But despite all the games, events, outings that we had, everything came with a cost. As day passes by, the mounting pressure on us escalates even further, the expectations are raised even higher, and as we walk down this path, it is inevitable to meet a junction up front. Sooner than later, all of us are gonna go our different ways. well, i want to quote the superquote made by my genius friend.

"The paths may be different. The distance may be vast.

But the infathomable depth of our friendship will always last"

Yeah,I certainly hope this friendship, this bond, of 48 people will last longer than ever.

I MISS HOME.

2010-06-06T20:42:00.000-07:00

hey. it has been 6 months since im here in Singapore. I get used to the new lifestyle, whether I like it or not. When i first came here, i thought that life would be fun since I will be living with my friends and could go out every weekend easily. And for the first few months, I did enjoy living here. Although the school was not okay, grades were awful, but the friends that I have here is really fun to be with and I love them. We celebrate birthdays,farewells, celebration and anything together, whether when we are feeling sad, lonely, or happy.

But home will always be irreplaceable. I miss jakarta, I miss bona indah, and I miss my mom and dad, and I miss my friends. Life in Jakarta was so easy, nothing is so stressful. But here, we are living alone. and no matter how fun and exciting life is together with your friends, there is going to be some point where parents is all what you need. Now i am facing that. I miss home so badly. School is so not okay, its not enjoyable even a bit. We are always going to be outsider in that school. Hostel is, nothing. Just the usual routine and activities that you do everyday, nothing changes.

Thankfully,I am going home tomorrow, for the June holiday. I am sooooooooooo excited!!! There are just so many things and foods and place that i miss from Jakarta. Sleepovers, waterboom, dress up, cooking, and i cant possibly do all these things here. Yay, i'm also going to Belitung this June. So stokeeedddd! the beach there is really amazing. That's what I saw from the photos that my dad gave me. This holiday is only for a short while, only for 16 days at most. But i will treasure these days.

Sorry if this post is kind of gloomy and desolate. Its just that now I'm alone in a very silent hostel so I cant help with the atmosphere and the mood. I just hope this holiday can enlighten me again. byyeee

hello and goodbye's

2009-12-07T21:44:00.000-08:00

hello everyone. its been forever really since i've updated this blog. and i dont think i can update it anymore especially with the hectic life here and the imposibble mission of being online. maybe when i've got a laptop i can still post. but anyway i'm thinking of abandoning this blog since there has been no post everysince. hello and goodbyee, toodllesss.

Going here and there is never bad for brain.

2009-08-22T08:44:00.000-07:00

Last week i went to Puri Mall with scholars (girls) to celebrate monthsary ignatius. We watched UP and played cards aaaalllllll the timmeee. oh yeah, UP is really funny, especially the big nose grandpa, and fatty ass Russel. The story about grandma and grandpa is really sad too.

our 3D-glasses shinee!!

As expected from igna-students, we played cards anywhere anytime. We played BOONG, CAPSA, POLMAL at JCo, starbucks.

yeaaah its really fun playing cards now and then. Especially polmal and boong. We're soo are addicts. Well, cards are the only stuff that can help us get away from crazy ignatius study. Anyway, 4 more weeks until ignatius ends. Please the day come quicklyyy!!

im feeling hungry

2009-07-26T05:54:00.001-07:00

this rubrics would be nice haha.

i found this picture on geekologie.com, its full of weird stuff. i found some that seems interesting.

keyboard with populars brand! haha. im surely want one

electronic ruler. it can measure stuff right away and shows the number. well, not really useful, but pretty unique.

robot camera! im not sure this works since its made of domino piece, 9 ball, bottle cap.

im boreeeed and btw im stuck with my physics ignatius homework. i can't do it argghh im really too stupid for this. you know, despite ignatius is boring enough, i really hope i could get along and have fun with the scholars...

IF i could move back time

2009-07-23T08:41:00.000-07:00

infront of canteen

parking lot
benches infront of library

playground
near lourdes court

im missing sanur! i was browsing on my computer and found lots of old photos on my laptop. i'll just share it here!

well, the photos are too random. all i know, its from 74-81-93, every bits of crazy time i spent at santa ursula school ground.

superboring "school"

2009-07-23T08:30:00.000-07:00

its only the second week of ignatius study which take hours like school. but i already felt like its never ending. too many homeworks, too hard material (well, maybe im the one who's too stupid), boring class. i miss sanur class! full of laughter, even the teachers are funny at sanur jhs! im counting, its still 6 weeks until ignatius is over. 6 more weeks of boring classes. im head over heels hating this. but despite all that i say, ignatius is still a bit better than spending 2 month straight at home, watching tv, reading, while others go to school.

the only stuff that i expect from this whole scholars program whatsoever are saman dance class and the outbond at lembur pancawati i think. eventhough i only finished the dance class once, its pretty fun. at least i didn't need to use my brain..

oh yeah, im looking forward to sanur OH!

Our Family Gathering 2009!

2009-07-23T07:59:00.000-07:00

hey folks! i just got home from Ofg at Puncak and Sentul. IT WAS SUPERB :)

well, for total its 3 days so i will try to tell the story as short as possible.

day 1

pray first at the wihara, then off to Saung Nini. We played soo many outdoor games and it was very fun and funny! mostly about teamwork, and surpisingly the "senior" group wins a lot! then at night we continue with another teamwork game. Even the CEO prepared punishment for the losing team! dance, Me, and my other cousins who are so much older than me (around 3 or 4 year) are in the same room. we played and we laughed till around midnight.

day 2

Early morning, we took group photo, then off to Bukit Khayangan (outbond spot). its super hot, but we played fun games such as spiderweb, blind peoples, bleak river, and many others game i cant remember the name. Then in the evening, continued with the individual games such as high pull, low pull, pampers pull, rappling, flying fox, net climb, elvis rope,commando crawl, and so on. I finished all of it :). Well, except for commando crawl, since it hurts, i jumped before reaching the end and my cousins laughed at me. Anyway, at night we have bonfire, we grilled corn and tapioca. And played some game arranged by my big koko. After the kiddies went to sleep, some of us stayed up continuing with karaoke old love songs mostly, and even hillarious songs such as "aku bukan superstar", "I LOVE YOU bibeh", and many more..

Mommy is being lifted!

day 3

We slept in sleeping bag inside a saung so its not really bad. Then early morning we take off to waterfall. about 45 minutes walk. During our trip there, there's also the "catching fish at "sawah"" competition! gosh its soooo funny! well, i didnt jump in the damp, but watching my dad grabbed and snatched fish from other is soo funny. when we reached the waterfall, i quickly go to the water. ITS FREEZING but so NICE! i could swim also! then we walked until we reached the bottom of the waterfall, and i could feel water 'like slapping my back' until i lose balance. but the water is really refreshing. we spent around 30 minutes there, dry our shirts, and walk back again.

uncle catch a fish!

AFTER THAT FAREWELL. gosh, i want another OFG :))))

NEXT YEAR HOPE ITS GONNA BE BETTER

holiday-ing

2009-06-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

sorry for the lack of post! my holiday is actually already over, and my ignatius study has already started, which is super boring. and there's actually a teacher that i hate.

anyway, i just watched harry potter and the half blood prince. SAAD! but the effects are amazing! especially the beginning when the building started to collapse blablabla, and when Dumbledore used his magic to create enormous fire. while watching, ingrid and I actually scream watching harry potter hahah. its because of draco malfoy! although he's not that handsome, but he is so cool!! well, after watching the movie with ingrid, floren, lourent, karin, nadia, oliv, myra, we wanted to go to ELEVENTH HOUR, but its not open yet. gosh, even though i want to go there cause its seem interesting. when could we go there?

now, im preparing my clothes for tommorow. im off to cipanas and sentul for OFG! hope its gonna be a blast of fun with my huge family

super love you, duper proud of you

2009-06-20T20:40:00.000-07:00

sanur, i love you sooooo much and its freakin hard to let go.

yesterday during gradnight, i can't stop crying during the handshake and hugging time.

we cry, we hug, we say our sorries, we hipe tears, and it falls again. for everyone i've ever know and i make mistakes, im sorry. sorry for not being able to be a good friend. i know sometimes i'm too mendling on others, egoist, corny, and anything else. im sorry. i love you all and cherish all the moments.

sanur army, kecak, JW, dress upss, hunting, cooking, photo shoot, conning others, BALI, class presentation, RETRET, musicalisation, sleepovers, concerts, cheering on POR, classmeet, and many many many more memories i can't write down all of it. i'm fond of and i won't let go.

And we got the first rank!! awesome! skirt above pants haha.

sanurians, thanks for the great, awesome, unforgetable, fantastic (what else?) YEARS.

i can't cry anymore after yesterday, eventhough its still feel sad. well, maybe because these memories is just too precious to cry on anymore.

sanur super love you, duper proud of you <3<3<3

sanurians, im sure we'll meet again someday right? :)

abas and anis!

2009-06-19T06:37:00.000-07:00

heylo, today frisca came to my house. we played (tried) tennis and oh yeah we're so damn good at it even the coach felt soo pity towards us thus he wanted to teach us :P. today makes me want to get a tennis lesson! <3.>

do you know what's tomorrow?

GRADUATION!

im speechless. 3 years have passed. isn't time such a broken record?

we neither could pause it, rewind it, or replay it. only cherish the moments.

i'll miss everything. the goody baddy heartly times.

SANUR. just fabulous! <3>

movie love

2009-06-01T09:52:00.000-07:00

i love the movies on the cinema this month! so many great movies. i've watched angels and demons at cinere mall (a very small and despo mall in south jakarta but very near to my house so its very reachable :) . angels and demons is a LOT better than davinci code and much more agitating, with unexpected ending! i still cant believe the antagonist of the movie.

movies that i want to watch right now.

night at the museum 2!

harry potter (still few weeks i think)

ice age 3!

new moon (few weeks also)

well, june left so many good moviess!!

insomnick trick

2009-05-27T08:20:00.000-07:00

lately i cant sleep normally. usually i sleep at 12 or 1, but now i could only sleep around 3. i got a few tips so that i could sleep like

drink milk

counting sheeps HAHA

read, but this is sooo boring

and none of this help. arrrghh im insomnia

chinese dog

2009-05-26T05:32:00.000-07:00

its the 5th day of holiday. im boreeed because i didn't plan anything for today. so, i decided to went to tiffy's house, eventhough i dont know what to do there. i just think its better than bored alone in my house. and i met POPPY, a shih tzu dog. its sooo cute and soft, with very very long hair. i used to hate dogs since all of them look scary, but since i'm not that terrified anymore, i tried to hold it. and until the end, i cant do it because the hair tickles a lot. but she didn't bite, eventhough her teeth are like dracula. shih tzu is so adorable, i could even tie its hair, pony tail or piggy tail or kiddy hair. like a doll, but hairy and teeth-y.

when will my parents bought me one? haha

oh, and beside playing with poppy, we also watched SOLICITE. for anyone who want to watch it, DONT. its reaaallly weird. i nearly slept watching it, even though the actor and actress are famous.

okay, that's it. i'm still trying to figure out what to do during this 2 week holiday.

carnive night

2009-05-24T10:49:00.000-07:00

yesterday, i went to JFC festival at gading with tiffy and meli. well first we went to meli's house first and took a splash on each other (literally), i haven't got the pics yet from melii. then, we went to lapiz but even though its a food festival, we didn't buy any food because we watched the parade. its tiring, very, but the parade is sooo funny and amazing.

loooooong holy day

2009-05-24T10:39:00.000-07:00

TO done. uan done. uas done. holiday barely started!

so, i've got a pretty long holiday ahead. i swam with tiffy and try my uw camera. the results are lousy and weird-y but funny!

have you planned your holiday?

it just ended and started all over again

2009-05-12T01:29:00.000-07:00

the exams! gosh life is soooo boring lately. the practical exams just ended, and the school final exams is going to start allll over agaaain. yesterday,olen, frisca, and I went to olen's house for some refreshing. well at first, we are going to make an AAR t's. but there's not enough time so i couldn't print the shirt. Its fun, playing with olen's crown, bando (?) , boboho glasses, guitar hahaha.

do you know its already 13 May? And we graduate 20 June! just 1 month left. gosh i dont want to leave jhs so fast. i'll miss the crazy, funzy times and i'm not sure i could get much of that on high school.

yearbook

2009-04-23T08:15:00.001-07:00

we took photos for the yearbook. my class goes with the theme "countries around the world". the photo shoot is really tiring but i love the results! this totally reminds me, my JHS will nearly be over! just 2 months left! gosh, time is running so faaassst. i love jhs moments. a lot.

old stories.

2009-04-20T00:06:00.000-07:00

heyloo. well, this happens around a month ago but i just want to spit it out since i got nothing to do. frisca and me went to GI to watch COMING SOON. dear god, its really scary!! seriously, its the scariest horror movie i've ever watch. much crazier than SHUTTER. chaba is really scary! and to make it perfect, the cinema only filled with 4 people. i screamed really loud. and the scene that i think scare me the most is the one at the end. after all the main cast died, and i thought the film has ended, suddenly chaba wake up and said

"DO YOU REALLY WANT TO SEE ME DEAD?!"

gosh its freakin shocking and i scream so loud. even the couple who watch with me laughed while staring at us. oh great its so scary. oh well that's it. another story coming up..

heylo.

2009-04-17T09:15:00.001-07:00

heylo people.

so looooong time no post. well i got a lot to tell but right now im damn sad. today is such a blast. we all ninth graders went to DUFAN. i ride lots-a-lots of "wahana". chronogically pontang pontang, ombang ambing 2x, kora kora, pontang pontang, perang bintang, halilintar 2x, arung jeram 2x, kora-kora again.

its zeru really. but im FREAKIN SAD. MY CAMZIE GOT TROJAN :(:(:(:(:(. this stupid virus "eats" up all the good and nice photos and left with the failed and experimental photos... i even lost all the wet tees and groupies photos. gosh how could it annihilate all the goodies photosss. gosh i hate TROJAN. its totally wreck my day.

sorry everyone i lost the photos. i hope i could retrieve it...:(

few of the saved.

2009-04-17T08:33:00.000-07:00

oh yeah damn, so few photos! GAH im stressed. byeees

valz day

2009-02-15T00:15:00.000-08:00

i even forgot about valz day hehe.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

scholarship

2009-02-14T07:08:00.000-08:00

i got the scholarship.. at CHIJ..

i dont know whether to be happy or not. i want this, but only if everyone is received. okay, its an impossible wish, but im not feeling all that spirit anymore. i think if im didnt pass through the subject test, i wont cry.. but instead i cry when i got received. there are so many others who put much much much more amazing effort on this but i got this and i dont think i want this. god, im totally an ungrateful, egoist, and.. what else. i dont know. im depressed. i just feel a bit better because my parents really adore this news.

dress up part uno!

2009-02-10T05:55:00.001-08:00

heeyyy, i just got the pic from the dress up part uno at xenia's house. hehehe. here they are.

i look very very cacat on many many pic but its still very very fun :D

dress up part dos!

2009-02-09T02:29:00.000-08:00

before i went to igna yesterday, melisa, vina, and i played dress up! this is part two for me because i've played dress up on friday. its very very very fun! hahaha. well, i dunno what to write so i'll just submit pictures.

better way of living

2009-02-09T02:26:00.000-08:00

gw ketemu website lucuuuuu banget pas lagi browsing ttg tugas agama kesehatan jasmani. isinya udah gw copy kesini hehehe.

cara hidup sehat :

1.) Sikat gigimu min 2 kali sehari

2.) Berpakaian dengan sopan.

3.) Periksa gigimu 6 bulan sekali.

4.) Istirahat yang cukup.

5.) Keringkan rambutmu sebelum bepergian.

6.) Makan yang benar.

7.) Pergi berjemur sesekali.

8.) Gunakan selalu sabuk pengaman.

9.) Jauhi alkohol dan kopi.

10.) Senyumlah, karena dengan senyuman maka duniapun akan lebih cerah.

11.) Jangan terlalu memanjakan diri sendiri.

12.) Mandilah minimal 2 kali sehari.

13.) Bacalah untuk melatih otakmu.

14.) Bergaulah sesekali dengan teman-teman.

15.) Jangan terlalu banyak caffeine.

16.) Berolah ragalah sesekali.

17.) Check mata anda kedokter sesekali.

18.) Banyak2lah makan sayuran.

19.) Jadilah diri sendiri.

20.) Jadilah orang yang pema'af.

21.) Berliburlah.

22.) Rayakan dan syukurilah segala keberhasilan anda.

23.) Salurkan hobi anda.

24.) Cintailah sesama.

doodley activites

2009-01-31T08:56:00.000-08:00

i stamped today as the most boring day of the week! i couldn't go to ex with caroline dkk, i went to ignatius ALONE because evelyn was sick and meli took the tomorrow class. on this very very boring day, i actually found some stupid funny activities.

1. on the ignatius class, me with audrey anastasia, actually done a very stupid things while mr. willy was lecturing.. we made a story of Geek In The Pink Who Make Jason Mraz Mine, well, mostly me, but she helped me a lot with the story line and the songs title because she brought her ipod :D

Across the blue ocean, lives a GEEK IN THE PINK. even though she is a geek, her friends said that she is the PRETTIEST FRIEND among them all. When GEEK IN THE PINK and her friends are playing in the beach, she found a ticket. meet and greet with JASON MRAZ! She is so LUCKY to get that ticket. She quickly get on the fastest PLANE and went to istora senayan. She is really agitated to met him because she feel in love with him at the first sight. suddenly she said "Jason, IM YOURS!". But then Jason Mraz said "sorry, im in love with my bestfriend, and i can only give you LOVE FOR A CHILD, not for a woman". GEEK IN THE PINK couldn't bear the sadness when she met DEAD END of her love, after all she is ONLY HUMAN. "I'LL DO ANYTHING for him, EVEN IF IT shall KILLS ME". She AT LAST died because GOD MOVES THROUGH her. Her friends mourn for her and held a BEAUTIFUL MESS in order to remember her, they sang SONGs FOR A FRIEND all night long. They wish that GEEK IN THE PINK could LIVE HIGH in the sky and forget jason mraz, just fly like a BUTTERFLY. but little they known, her LOVE IS REAL for jason mraz. before she SLEEP FOREVER, she left a DETAIL IN THE FABRIC that said "HEY LOVE, i have MELT WITH YOU and there's NO DOUBLING BACK. IM YOURS. GEEK IN THE PINK"

HAHAHA. stupid right?

2. Then at home, i found a funny website when im browsing on deviant art. frisca and me compete for the best costume. hey, which one of us is the winner? HAHA

its 1 am and im still wide awake. but im sure in the next minute, my dad will demand me to sleep.

SOLD OUT

2009-01-28T07:54:00.000-08:00

did i said before that i'm gonna watch jason mraz? correction, GOT PERMISSION to watch it. and now, sadly, desperately, the ticketnya are sold out! i mean, its crazy rite? its still 5 weeks before the java jazz! damn damn damn... my drooling are not coming true.

fantasy

2009-01-25T18:58:00.000-08:00

dear friends. as we know, the main problem that our city is now facing is flood. therefore, i've come to find a great solution for it.

its the bunderan HI!

so, what do you think?

surgery

2009-01-24T05:27:00.000-08:00

i got a mouth surgery today!

well, maybe its not a real surgery since it only takes 10 menit, but i think anything concerning scalpel and anesthetics is surgery. so here's the story. i 'm absent from school today to go to my dentist. AT FIRST i thought its like my friend's surgery, just to scraped my teeth because its too long. but then my dentist asked me whether im alergic to any kind of medicine. next thing i saw is a huge syringe with very unique top, just like in this pic.

the dentist injected me with the large syringe. its not painful, just later i felt my upper lip numb. and then i start to see scary sharp objects. i close my eyes quickly. hell no i want to see my lip being cut. i actually cried a bit. well, i guess nothing changed about child 'fearing' a dentist. i heard sounds of machine, pipes mostly. thankfully its not SAW or DRILL. of course i'll scream if its those items. well, still im scared even though i felt nothing at all. i keep humming to myself im yours lyrics that i memorize. just trying to put up my mind to another topic, rather hearing those "clang, drrrr" sounds.. the dentist asked me to wash my mouth. WOW ITS DONE? I THOUGHT THERE WILL BE DRILLS SINCE THE DOCTOR SAID HE WILL CUT MY TEETH.

i felt nothing at all, but one thing i know for sure.

SURGERY IS SCARY NO MATTER HOW IT IS.

oh yeah, meli even said im brave because i dare to do this surgery. haha. im feeling like 5 years old getting sticker cause im brave to see the dentist.

im wondering. scared actually. what will happen if i eat too vigorous, laugh too much and the stitch WILL OPEN? OH NO ITS TOO ABSURB, rite??

mr.A-Z

2009-01-23T06:22:00.000-08:00

YEAY! my drooling comes true. gonna watch jason mraz!

ignatius

2009-01-18T08:33:00.000-08:00

oh come on, when the last ignatius will come?? im waiting for that time.. tryout, scholarship are now being my nightmare since im haunted by my grumpy dad. urrrghhh.

for frisca, im not mad at you really hahaha. its your habit and i really should get used to it being a friend to you. actually im laughing reading your post. im shy?? wow, im blushing HAHA. oh yeah, im not mad at you since its just nothing, but i think i know someone who will. XOXO "so gossip-girl-copycat"

how to save a life

2009-01-17T08:06:00.000-08:00

GREY'S ANATOMY SONGS

long time i've grown fond of grey's anatomy and moreoverly its songs because the choices of songs are perfect, heartbreaking, best song ever! i dunno why i've become quite 'fragile' towards mellow songs lately..

The Fray - How to save a life.

the best song i've ever heard! oh well, im exageratting things but really, i love it alooooootttttttt. i first heard it from grey's anatomy and become fond of it later on. even though actually it tells a story about losing someone (died) but we not yet solve our problem with him, this song is amazing!

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Anna Nalick - Breathe.

her voice is so cool, deep alto.. beautiful song it is. well, basicly this song tells the listener to "breathe" no matter what happens. but if you think logically, of course you need to breath no matter what happens, or you will die....

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.

Inggrid Michaelson - Keep breathing.

sometimes i got mixed up upon this song and anna nalick's. cause both songs are about breathing hehe. the main idea of the song is the same. facing problems, just breath. its all we need to do. its all we can do.

The storm is coming but i don't mind.
People are dying, i close my blinds.

All that i know is i'm breathing now.

I want to change the world...instead i sleep.
I want to believe in more than you and me.

But all that i know is i'm breathing.
All i can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.

All that i know is i'm breathing.
All i can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.

All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing
All we can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.

my suggestion, browse for it! guarantee you will love it hehehe

mellow and romantic songs

2009-01-17T06:42:00.000-08:00

jason mraz fever! wow, so many people loving jason mraz right now. and i'm starting to. hahaha. actually, i dont like jazz, but his jazz is just amazing. the lyrics and the music is really nice. well, right now i'm trying to memorize im yours lyrics, which is very hard to sing! btw, im loving mellow songs right now so im comparing some. hehehe

jason mraz - im yours. his songs are very original btw. his jazz style is very unique,so you could easily regconized his songs. i think that's why we all love jason mraz hehe.

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out, I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Oh, I'm yours
Oh, I'm yours
Oh, whoa, baby you believe I'm yours
You best believe, best believe I'm yours

AND compare it to this one. its another song that im trying to memorize right now. secondhand serenade - fall for you.

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

another one, james blunt - 1973

Simona
You're getting older
Your journey's been etched
On your skin

Simona
Wish I had known that
What seemed so strong
Has been and gone

I would call you up everyday Saturday night
And we'd both stay out 'til the morning light
And we sang, "Here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973
Singing, "Here we go again"

And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973

these are all amazing songs... which one do you prefer?

tell me at cbox!

cooking

2009-01-17T06:19:00.000-08:00

yayayay, i cook some again. doughnuts. AT FIRST, i want to make cupcake, but apparently, i don't have any "cetakan", so tiffy and I decided to make doughnuts. But really, making doughnuts is tiring. First, we should wait for its fermentation for 1 and a half hour! I wait while watching simpson the movie again. hahaha. its still funny and hillarious :D

after that, i should roll the dough, but i dont have the roller, so i use CIMORY MILK BOTTLE. AIN'T I CREATIVE! but the dough is really sticky and it sticks to my hands and the bottle's. Tiffy and I were hopeless facing our shapeless dough. we couldnt make it into "a ball kindda like". Then rescue come from my neighbour's maid! she is great at cooking and she told us to add more flour. and yeay! look at the 'pretty' doughnuts i've made!

joyful day

2009-01-17T06:02:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BDAY DAD!

44th! sorry that i forgot to buy you a gift this year, i hope i will get a chance for it though hehehe. Thanks for being a great dad. Cheer me up with weirdos jokes and teach me of most things that i know now. Hey, here's a piece of treasure from the past.

wohhoooo. its my father when he was around my age! (right). gosh, he is so skinny with funny face hahahaha. oh well, love you lot dad.

nervousss

2009-01-09T02:39:00.000-08:00

help help, im nervouss. this sunday is the GAT test, and i'm not ready! aarrr, how come its this fast. time is running too fast! how am i suppose to catch up.

crazy hunting

2009-01-07T04:32:00.001-08:00

DESTINATION : MONAS

okaay, khusus post ini gw pake bahasa indonesia karena gw lagi males dan ni cerita susah kalo pake inggris. haha. jadi kemaren gw hunting ma frisca, ga jadi pake model gara-gara alice ama inggrid ga bisa. awalnya hampir aja batal gara-gara ujan tapi akhirnya kita maksa ngefoto langit mendung. serius tu langit bener2 ga ada warna, bentuk, despppoooo. okeh, tujuan pertama MONAS.

dan biar seru naik busway hahaha. pertama-tama dari juanda ke harmoni. gw minjem payung dari satpam sekolah- anjrit gw lupa balikin- dan gara2 itu gw dimarahin di busway. "WOY DEK, PAYUNGNYA NGELUKAIN ORANG TU", dan emang tu payung hampir kena kakek2 -duh maaf ya kek-. Harusnya kita tuh turun di stasiun sarinah. tapi karena gw ama frisca duduk jauh banget dari pintu keluar, baru mau berdiri aja pintunya udah ditutup. gw ama frisca udah sewot sendiri secara kita bener-bener ga tau rute busway. untung kita dikasih tau mbak2 bisa turun di gambir1.

DI MONAS. LANGITNYA JELEEEEKKK BANGET. silahkan dibandingkan.

serius gw ama frisca despo banget apa yang difoto. 2 FOTO TEMPAT SAMA PERSIS.

eh, liat de. gw ama frisca mirip ya. haha

trus kita mendekat ke monas, ngefoto2 objek2 ga jelas. dannn mulai ujan. gmana cara ngelindungin kamera kita?? PAKE PAYUNG MASUKKIN KE RANSEL. tappiiii ga berhasiilll

trus gw ama frisca ganti2an jadi model saking despo ga punya model. nih foto2 "the pretty frisca" hahaha. TITLE SILAU MEN

daann "geeky audi" hahaha TITLE : MERENUNG hahahha ga ngerti ni

setelah ini banyak peristiwa gokil, tapi di post selanjutnya, biar lebih special hahaha.

hasil akhir

DESTINATION : OLD TOWN

Dari monas kita ke kota tuaaa. gw udah bosen banget kesana dan kemaren tu NYESEL BANGET KESANA. dari gambir 1, gw ama frisca naik busway ke-3 ke arah harmoni. dari harmoni, naik busway ke-4 ke kota tua. nyampe sana sempet nyasar sih, dan setelah nanya2 ke orang, ketemu de alun-alun tempat museum fatahillah. kita kelaperan dan akhirnya cari makan dulu.akhirnyaaa ketemunya RESTO AYAM DAN BEBER KREMES. lumayan lahh, udah kelaperanbanget gw. jam 3an tuh, padahal dari pagi gw cuma makan roti sepotong. kita pesen NASGOR MEGARASA- istilahnya gara2 pake macem2 bahan -tapi rasanya hammbbaarr... trus ganti baju deh disana. frisca setelah gw paksa akhirnya mau ganti baju juga, gara2 baju dy turtle neck si, haha. setelah makan, bener2 ga ada kerjaaann. cuma ngefoto satu gedung yang lumayan bagus. setelah itu sesi foto gokil haha.

dan perjanjian nyebelin yang dibikin frisca. kalo gw mau make kacamata pinknya

yang super norak selama disana, dy mau jadi model. AWALNYA BAHKAN

PERJANJIANNYA AMPE ANCOL.

hasil akhir

DESTINATION : ANCOL

aduh ancur banget tu muka.

hasil akhir

.xoxo

gpmb photos

2009-01-01T10:24:00.000-08:00

hey, here's the photos i said before. well, its not really bad quality, but since i dont have tele, i dont have close up pictures, huhuhu. well, enjoy

i manage to get this photo at practice, hehe,go cr!

the weapons throw!

sanur, seriously, ur overly neat

i think the 3rd guard is fika, well maybe

bck rumbai guard, love it, even though they drop the flag a lot

they are really creative, but for technique, sanur the best still!

the most COLORFUL GUARD i have even seen

well, that's it. ow my, its already 2 o'clock. i couldn't sleep!!

happy new year!

2009-01-01T07:42:00.000-08:00

happy new year friends!!

well, i hate this, but all my plans for celebrating new year fails,, i didn't go to puncak. oh well, i just hope this will be more fun and awesome year. especially since i start my high school life!!

well, now, im lazy like always..

my holiday

2009-01-01T07:02:00.000-08:00

my holiday, i went to south bandung just for one night stay only. its fun ,even though i just go with my dad, since my mom was staying at semarang to attend some wedding. i went to kawah putih and situpatenggang lake. the funny thing is, the last time i went there with my cousins, we rode a boat and got lost in the middle. i was 4 or 6 that time. and my parents ask the boatman- i dunno the right term- to "rescue" us. and here i am again at that place. ow, i miss my childhood...

me wearing my dad's raincoat!

before i play atv hahaha

facebook

2008-12-30T21:12:00.000-08:00

just asking everyone, could u open ur facebook? cause i cant!! it went purely white..

oh please, don't break down like friendster..

monster

2008-12-30T20:47:00.000-08:00

im thinking monster right now. i noticed them when i was browsing for my skins. as you can see, my skin now is about colorful monster. i just noticed that they are really cute hahaha.

hell yeah they are adorable! don't u agree??

i want the dolls! i want the keychain!

fireworks, stayover

2008-12-30T20:39:00.000-08:00

please, please, please, people.

im desperate over this.

how come all my plans went astray.

oh gosh oh no.

wouldn't it be fun?

waiting till midnight to BBQ and play fireworks?

see? its pretty!

well im sure i wont be able to pull off this huge fireworks

but at least im sure its a hell of fun

hey you, i dunno if ur lying to me cause your bullshit is just too much for me to bear anymore

but please consider it well. i don't believe if you r such so vexing. so please be honest. just how many more bullshits are you throwing to me?

awardss

2008-12-30T20:33:00.000-08:00

scream awards. i got this award from frisca and evelyn

1. sebutkan penyanyi pop favoritmu!
umm anything fun, cozy, and enjoyable. well, i dont have favorite
2. apa arti emo menurutmu?
anything related to black, red blood, and.. gothic.
3. setujukah jika dangdut go-internasional?
please dont if u still want to have decent working ears
4. koleksi album apa yang kamu miliki? ada berapa?
i didnt collect albums, mostly download
5. mengapa musik metal selalu teriak-teriak (scream)?
rrrr cause its metal??
6. sebarkan award ini ke 7 orang!
well, im confused since i think everyone already got this award sooo, i guess no need to spread it anymore

wishlist now

2008-12-30T05:35:00.000-08:00

im bored, im daydreaming of thingss.

lomo flash

n96 and iphone

tele lens

wow this laptop is freakin cute, moreover its lime green!

oh well, this is just me day dreaming.

GPMB

2008-12-28T07:46:00.000-08:00

Sooo, yesterday i watched GPMB at istora senayan. At first when i reached the parking lot, i saw huge air balloon. mie sedaap's. WITH PUTRI SANTA URSULA banner under it. i said "Wow, its really extravagant". Then more surprised as i saw the tent with huge name of PSUMB. i look around and notice, many mie sedaap SPG walking around. well, not really SPG. just peopless wearing mie sedaap's tees.

i thought everyone should wear it. then i notice the PSUMB mark. WOW, ITS ALL SANURIANS! evelyn, angel, and me get inside. we watch at the north seat. sanur is the first order and i just noticed how many banner around the istora. 5 green huge banner, and many-many go-fight-win-yeah poster. theeeennn PSUMB are called! guess what, im astonished by the formation! its sooooo neat, organized, jusst... amazing. well, i dont really like the guard's costume. its kindda weird-sorry. even though they play the flags, weapons, sabers AWESOME. i didnt notice any fall i guess. well, its just astonishing!

then the BCK rumbai. their guard are amazing. i guess that's what u call color guard. they change their costume 3 times and used many many flag combination. but, they drop the saber and weapon a lot, so they just freakin creative.

nexttt isss the jin's-look-alike-guard. i dunno what the hell with their costume. it just look like really really big, likee a BALL. with more eye-hurting color costume..

mm well i forgot the next next. i just remember the ISTIQLAL MB. they use lucky alamsiyah -i dunno wether its alam-si-ah or alam-si-yah- the celebrity as field com. well, he iss really extravagant, "lebay" is easier term for it. hahaha.

so watching GPMB is really great andd guess-what, PSUMB WON!! RANK 1! amazingg. anndd i guess many many other kind of award that we won which i dunno hehehe. soo congratulation PSUMB! photosss will be updated later!

christmas christmas

2008-12-25T20:37:00.000-08:00

christmas christmas time is near

time for toys and time for cheers

christmas christmas hurry back

all i want is a NICE HANDPHONE

i can hardly wait you now

please christmas don't be late!

wow chipmunks song! well, i used to be addicted to them. there are dozens of their songs on my n81! owwh,this made me wanting handphone more and more! urghh, its really really a great suffer to went through without handphone. oh well, im not sure i will got one. since i'm this reckless and... trouble maker.

oh forgot the most minor thing MERRY CHRISTMAS FRIENDS!

Bored

2008-12-21T23:42:00.000-08:00

Oh my, im freakin bored. Got nothing to do at all during this holiday! Just sleep at 4, wake up at 12, eat, play computer till 4, sleep again, wake up again, and so on and so on. bored!! oh gosh, please someone take me off this boredom life

breaking dawn

2008-12-21T08:21:00.000-08:00

okay, sudden burst of boredom i upload pics of twilight. i just finished reading eclipse and breaking dawn which is freakin awesome and i totally love it. the story line just amazing!!

breaking dawn is surely the best book i've ever read!!

i also found many version of breaking dawn covers. i think the ring is cute. there's text Bella love Edward forever inside it. well, this is really stupid thing to do but im bored. maybe this could give more useless informations. argghh im bored. btw, ITS A MUST READ BOOK!

new skinn!

2008-12-21T07:16:00.000-08:00

yeay! i finally could change my skin! is it good? i hope u like it cause i do. well, still, i couldnt insert my own photos. anyone could help me?? frisca!! teach me how! since ur kindda my instuctur on this blog-thingy hehehe. oh yeah, and the music is...kindda nice. i dunno how to change it so hope u wont complain hehe.

HOLIDAY

2008-12-21T07:10:00.000-08:00

here its comess. . . holiday for 2 weeks! well, its supposed to be fun buttt. . . i got nothing to do! seriously im bored!!

as i said before, i made many2 holiday plans, but guess what. nothing goes right.

1. culinary wannabe with tiffy -well, i suppose, its another freak show i copy- failed cause there's no transportation

2. hunting - which i would love to do with my camera. and damnly, the camera is locked on my mom's room while she is at semarang now. so that left me with no camera, no video, no slr

3. stay over - mmm, well its not failed yet. just nearly will. ow gosh i hope this plan could smooth up, but i got no phonecell which is so FREAKIN VEXING. tiffy, ami, please quickly reply to me!!

gosh please someone tell me any fun stuff i could do during this boredom holiday!

Holiday plans

2008-12-11T04:45:00.000-08:00

I love making holiday plans. Planning many fun activities, seriously its really easy to say and get worked up, but freakin hard to execute. Just like my holiday plans. Yesterday, out of spur moment, ami and me made plans of holiday to stay over at my place and play fireworks. This one is really possible to do. And i would love to. Then at the car, my father suggested crazy idea, but i'm sure will be a hell-of-fun. Using my uncle's villa at Puncak to celebrate New Year Eve!! Its not big, but i'm sure i't will be VERY VERY FUN. But still, its just my PLAN. And as i mention before, ITS FREAKIN HARD TO EXECUTE. God please help me so i could really celebrate this fun New Year!

Oh, one more. I got one more planning. Cooking with tiffy, at my house again. Its really hard to decide what dish to cook. Last night, she came up with HOPEFULLY-nice recipe. "Kue Lumpur Asin". The sound is really weird, but the engridients aren't. Please let it be nice, let it be delicious, let it be . . . eatable :D:D

Ignatius study

2008-12-11T04:05:00.000-08:00

2 days ago, i came up against a freak idea but actually is really helping. Study igna together. Seriously i didn't understand the material at all especially about trigonometry. Its the coolest and most amazing subject u'll ever learn! Its gonna kill you, burst your brain, and left your body waverly abeyance.

Okay, im exagerrating things, but seriously, u got to believe me, its scary. I study at evelyn's house to "seep" thoroughly the subject. VOILA, well, as expected i didn't study much. I'm distracted with the game neighbour-from-hell which is really fun! AHAHAHA. Oh yeah, i forgot to mention Katya. She is on 10th grade now and is evelyn's neighbour. We play with her too. After the study, we play badminton. Just before went outside the door, i got a freakin-surpise. A GRASSHOPPER! Big, green, crawling on the door side, and able to fly! Gosh, i freaked out. Its kindda big. Well, maybe normal size, and i know its not dangerous. Juust. . . its an insect and i hate it. Sorry. it kindda look like this.

Sorry if i exagerate things, but im seriously freakin out. Sorry vlyn and Katya. You both really scares the hell out off me!

Ok, change to the next subject. We play badminton, but Katya couldn't join us since she should bath. even at that time evelyn and I still wear our uniform hahaha. We didn't get to play enough cause the cock "jump" to the gutter. We got back into the house and waited for my dad. I copy some gamehouse also. Then i went home. Oh god, i still don't understand MANY-MUCH-MOST of it. what im gonna do?? The try-out is tomorrow! AARRGGHH

DONE!

2008-12-05T06:28:00.000-08:00

Yeaayyy! All of the frustating and freaking and killing matters are done. FINAL EXAM, passed with many many stupid mistakes, PSB done with 100% possiblity of not received, GETTING SCHOOL done with so many worries and confusements but it's already paid. Therefore now, my dad even pushed me to study igna which I WON'T DO, because i'm just too hopeless, aren't I? Whatever, i just happy i am free!

oh my god its TWILIGHT

2008-12-03T03:03:00.000-08:00

Ok, i am talking about the most wanted and truly is the best movie this year. I read the book and the movie is kindda different from the book but still its AWESOME! I still want to watch it again, IM WANTING TWILIGHT MORE AND MORE! Seriously the cast are great, all handsome and gorgeous-espescially EDWARD AND CARLISLE- and its really a must-watch movie! Actually the story line is not-so-good, you won't totally understand the story if you didn't read the book. But since i read the book, i totally falling in love with the movie and of course edward cullen. hehehe. Ok, i actually shocked that carlisle is also damn handsome, even though he didn't appear much. He is really suited for the role of wise father, but still PERFECT IN ALL THE WAY POSSIBLE. I am feeling stupid for not yet reading eclipse and breaking dawn. Carolinee! Please quickly lend it to mee!!

Ok, here are some photos of twilight, edward cullen, and carlisle cullen.

Cullen family, the collection of perfectly hotties except rosalie which i don't like. I still think victoria is prettier that her..

the cullens

this is the EDWARD CULLEN

I think this is the best photo of them together

Here is CARLISLE CULLEN

He looks so young here!

Oh, i also like ALICE CULLEN

Well, that's it for twilight. Still. . . I wanna watch it again! Hope i could get the chance :D

Final exam! OH no

2008-11-28T19:37:00.001-08:00

Okay, today is the fifth day of the final exams. Actually i like final exams. Well, since we all got home early and i only study for 3 hours max and the rest juuuusssstt CHAT and PLAY. BUT when it comes to IPS, MATH, IPA (hahaha stupido language) i just surrender and sing "Let It Be" since i totally DONT UNDERSTAND it and moreover i didn't take any course. hahaha.Btw, i couldn't do well on the "IPS" exam today hahaha. And someone please rescue me from math and physics! I am sure as hell i will get bad mark on it since i failed many many math exams.

RRR its final

2008-11-28T19:37:00.000-08:00

o h g o d, its final decision. I am gong to smak 1. please please i hope i could enjoy my high school life there. Since my mom said, high school is the best time ever in your life! While now, i want to collect as many many muchhooo fun things as i could! Please please pleeeeaaaaaassssseeee let this choice be right. . .

Choosing High School Makes Me Cry

2008-11-28T03:30:00.001-08:00

Today AT FIRST i am really happy that i am received at SMAK 1, and moreover all my friends are also received. I even shouted with rena as soon as we finished the exams after i got this news. I WAS awfully happy today because i could do the final exams well too. However when i arrived home and chated with a friend of mine, he said that his brother said that SMAK 1 is unenjoyable, worse than cc (i dunno if it is compared to sanur), pile of tasks and exams, and you could not hang out much... I am confused now! Just like it wasn't enough, NONE of my friends will go to SMAK! Even though i registered with nearly 20 friends, JUST TIKA the one who is already sure to go there. When it was announced, ONLY MY MOM AND TIKA'S went there! AT FIRST I REALLY LOVE THIS DAY, and now i am crying over it.

Le francais!

2008-11-24T00:26:00.000-08:00

Today is fun at school since we didn't study at all! Instead, i took some french class from nya2. Here are some funny vocabulary that i learn.

firefly = la luciole

soul = l'ame

heart = coeur

bicycle = le velo

moon = la luna

rainbow = l'arc en ciel

sky = le ciel

yellow = jaune

strawberry = les fraises

bored = ennuyeux

sad = triste

candy = des bonbons

church = eglise

happiness = bonheur

homework = devoirs

night = soir

welcome = bien venue

That's it for my mini dictionary from nya2. French is fun and funny! hahhaha

Cook a fried soes!

2008-11-23T07:51:00.000-08:00

After longgg longing planning to cook, me and tiffy finally made up our plan! We decided to cook fried soes from our dearest madam christy's recipe. We walk to the alfa mart behind my house to buy "kornet". When i arrived at home, i just discovered that i dont have any blue band!! and ofcourse we dont want to walk back to the mart anymore so based on totally-stupid-knowledge, we changed the blue band with oil. At first i thought, its gonna be alright. But. . . it did turns out to be wierd. We made a lot of mistakes too. First, i add 5 eggs following the recipe, which turn out it only needs 3. Then the dough didnt patch through because water and oil didnt mix! -I should have remember physics at times like this :D-. But still we fried it. Hoping it turns out to be something eatable. And unexpectedly... it did! It really is delicious, even the appearance isn't like it's supposed to be. Well, like i mention before, there will always be something wrong when i cook huhuhu. After cooking, me and tiffy got nothing else to do. I still got half an hour before i go to ignatius. So, we play with camera.ahhaha. Took many-many stupid pictures trying the continuos mode. Tiffy act dancing and spinning which is totally stupid and in the photo, we actually looks like speedster! hahahah. It's really fun activity but i hope ami, astri, citra could join us next time.

Hunting to the grave!

2008-11-23T07:26:00.000-08:00

yesterday,the photography class finally went hunting!! After all the boredom at class and watching children of heaven which is so not connected to photography ha-ha. This time, mr.ferry (agak aneh ya kalo dipanggil mr.ferry -.-) brought his friend, or more likely GAY FRIEND Sopyan- i don't know how to write his name, since mr.ferry always calls him "Sop, sop"- to be our model. His style is so hot-wish-to-be but it turns out to be gay-seems-likely. He even went to the grave with hotel's sandals! At first we all totally ignore him, and he shows his "manyun" face which really wanna get hit by. His pose is, well, not to bad but sometimes its just too nasty to see -.-'. He pose sleeping above the coffin, praying, and so on and son on. Even so, in the end, i took over 400 shots of him. I really wish to take shots of the relics, but im too occupied with the model and just took 10 photos in the end. From the grave, we all didn't intend to come back to school. At first, we arranged the cars to go to Sanmar. But then angel and vina didn't want to. When we all arrived at elementary school, xenia called and wanted to go to dunkin donuts. But in the end we didn't ditch the second ekskul cause we all are such good girls :D

10 random things about me

2008-11-23T04:52:00.000-08:00

here's 10 facts that i know about myself

1. i truuulllyy miss my handphone n81 which is gone 2 months ago. Its new and i got it stolen.. stupid meee

2. i love eating ice. is it wierd??

3. i really wish could be received at smukiee :D, cause i'm kindda hopeless for the scholarship

4. i am addicted to nyam-nyam now! Even if it is child's food, i totally love it

5. my grades now are slipping because of reasons which i dont know hehehe, and i dont really care about it anymore

6. i love photography even though i'm really bad at it and not-so-creative

7. i like watching serial tv shows which is really wasting time

8. i always kindda screws up when i cook by myself. the food always different than its suppose to be -.-

9. i wish i could make it up with my friends. its just feels wierd without my usual friends

10. i love my parents who always do everthing for my sake :D

i think that's it for 10 not-so-important things about me and i'm giving this homework to evelyn, frisca, nadya.

blogg

2008-11-23T03:34:00.000-08:00

Okay, this is the first time i make a blog. Well, i'm freakin bored right now and searching for anything to do. Here, just like the other blog is just random stories about my life. Hope you enjoy it. Happy reading :D